Bradley Lee Towler-Helliwell

HI

Hi son,
It's me, Im sorry it's been so so long - please forgive me for not writing sooner.
We all miss you very much and each day is harder than the one before, you don't know how much I wish you were here.

The children miss you so badly, especially Callum, he looks for you and talks to you and even says that he sees you sometimes.

Having you in our life was the best thing that ever happened and trying to cope without you is unbearable.

Love you very much my darling. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Anita Helliwell (Mother) September 3, 2009

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY ANGEL X

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Christine Murray (Friend) August 9, 2009

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A big bear hug filled with love xXx
on your birthday.

Christine Carmichael August 9, 2009

Hi

Hi Son,
It's me again, I'm sorry that it's been so long since I last wrote to you, the kids miss you so much and hope you received the balloons they sent to you.
Every time I write to you I feel as if my heart will break, but then I remember it already has - the day you left us.

I love you so much son, thinking of you all the time.

All my love to you always. Love mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Anita Helliwell (Mother) May 18, 2009

SKY BUNNIES

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The sky is full of bunny clouds
So soft and fat and white,
I wonder if they're hiding eggs
For angels to find with delight.

Because angels like Easter as well, you know,
And there's no reason why
There shouldn't be an Easter hunt
In meadows in the sky.

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Christine Murray (Friend) April 8, 2009

ask mum how she is

My Mum, she tells a lot of lies
She never did before
But from now until she dies
She'll tell a whole lot more

Ask My mum how she is
And because she can't explain
She will tell a little lie
Because she can't describe the pain

Ask My Mum how she is
She'll say "I'm Alright"
If that's the truth then tell me
Why does she cry each night?

Ask My Mum how she is
She seems to cope so well
She didn’t have a choice you see
Nor the strength to yell

Ask My Mum how she is
"I'm fine. I'm well, I'm coping"
For God's sake Mum, just tell the truth
Just say your heart is broken

She'll love me all her life
I loved her all mine
But if you ask her how she is
She'll lie and say she's fine

I am here in Heaven
I cannot hug from here
If she lies to you DON'T listen
Hug her and hold her near

On the day we meet again
We'll smile and I'll be bold
I'll say, " You're lucky to get in here Mum,
With all the lies you told

Lynn Otter March 22, 2009

Sent with love ♥

Special Delivery From Your Beautiful Angel
To A Wonderful Mum
♥
I have asked the special Angels
To pass this on to Jan.
So she can then deliver it
To my very special mam,
♥
Although i am not here,
Theres something special i must do,
Its to say Happy mothers's day,
And to tell you 'i love you'
♥
I wish i was there with you.
I know your life wont be the same.
Just remember i am watching you.
Through your sorrow and your pain.
♥
Im wishing you a nice time.
And i know it will be hard.
So im sending all my love mum,
In this heavenly mothers day card
♥
Written by Jan Morris

Thinking of you and your family
Love Jan & family xxxxxx

Jan Morris March 22, 2009

hello son

Hi sweetie, I am soory its been so long, I miss you so much son it hurts real bad. I want you to know that no matter how much I write to you or don't for that matter I love you very much.

I wish that things were different-so much you wouldn't understand, I wish you were here again and happy we would be.

I will be writing again to you in a few days son.


Lots of love mummy. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Anita Helliwell (Mother) March 17, 2009

OR MY PRECIOUS CHILD ♥ღ

I'm a mother blessed like no other
You chose me from all others
As I held you in my arms
I promised you protection from all harm
♥ღ

I did my best as I promised I would
Did all the things that a parent should
Little was I prepared that fateful day
When death came calling and took you away
Nothing in all my power could I do
Nothing to stop death from taking you
♥ღ
As parents we never think of losing our child
Taking for granted they're here for all while
I recall my pain as you entered this world
Now I bear the pain as you left our world
A mother's bond to her child is great
Let there be no mistake
♥ღ
I'm proud to have been your mother
So glad you chose me instead of another
My love to you and forever it will be
Until the day we're together we'll be
as Mother and Child should be......♥ღ

Christine Murray (Friend) January 24, 2009

FOR MY GTS FRIEND AND FAMILY X

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Christine Murray (Friend) December 29, 2008